Graduation Decision

GRADUATION IS HERE and i will be spending it at my house. Now just for you readers im not graduating from 12th grade.....8th grade is were Nandi Howard's at. Well today i was in the car telling my mom about graduation when she stopped and said, "Nandi i cannot make your graduation". I felt really sad but not enough to cry. I was mad.... for some odd reason. I couldn't get it out of my mine. I mean the next "real" graduation is not till 12th grade. My mom kept asking me what's wrong (like she didn't no). She tried to bribe me like saying,"You can have a pool party after your graduation". I really didn't want to hear it. I kind of feel like my mom's putting her trip before my graduation. I also feel selfish because my mom should get out every now and then but, not on my graduation! I realized that if my mom doesn't go i don't want to be there with part of my family. I have not broken the news to my mom about the "graduation decision". I'm pretty sure she'll be upset but, my intention is not to hurt her. I think this is the best choice. If she changes her trip...of course I'll go but, I don't want her to change her trip because of me. It's so complicated i want her to be there but i don't. Why couldn't she book her trip another time? Why did the graduation have to be around this time? Those are questions i just cant seem to comprehend. 

"Fashion a breastpiece for making decisions-the work of a skilled craftsmen. Make it like the ephod: of gold, and of blue, purple and scarlet yarn, and of finely tisted linen.

Exodus 28:15

Peace is powerful,

Nandi Howard

Just Getting Started

Ohemgee!! This is my first blog, this is so cool. It took me almost 45 min, to do this blog, find all the directions and the correct stuff. I even had to call Kaitlyn Vickery (go to her blog it rocks) and Giselle Johnson (go to her blog it rocks 2) to figure out how to work this. But, Giselle didn't awnser her phone so KK was my second choice. lol. What do you talk about in these things? I guess things will come to my head but, it's still confusing. I cant find spell check on this thing!!! If my grammar is wrong sorry. I just got back from school its 6:23! that is wayyyyyy to long! :))) well thats all i can think of..... i mean im JUST GETTING STARTED i should have tons of stuff to wright about.....but i dont!! Well ill right when i can, mostly every other day or something...Bye :)